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i am chelsea

and i love mitchell.
9月24日

And this is how it goes, baby

I'll get angry at your words and i'll go home.
And you won't call after me, yeah
Cos i'll be back before you know, you know..



Missy Higgins is ripping it up this morning.

Today is just one of those days, [for me] where i don't feel anything.
I'm certainly not happy.
And i'm not particularly sad.
I'm just... a shell.
And fairly paranoid shell, mind you.
The kind of shell that feels completely isolated from all the other shells.

The kind of shell that keeps writing "sheel" and is sick of having to go back and change it.

But not the kind of shell that's about to tell you why she's feeling like she is.

I'm just sick of things..
certain things..
that refuse to go my way.

and that's about it.

9月13日

hahaha

i dressed up as a pirate and i was walking around burnie and people think i'm weird and it was funny and hahahahahahahhahahaahhahahahahahahaha
8月30日

And yeah.

I don't write in here often anymore really because i seem to feel like i should fill them with amazing, wonderful paragraphs of wisdom that i've accquired. I decided today that i am talking bullshit and need to just say what's on my mind again.
So here goes.

I believe that with every task, or hurdle we overcome, it makes us stronger. I mean, when you've overcome an injury, you [in most cases] can't recall how much it hurt. Everything is going to hurt the first time, or while it's happening. But once your broken bones have healed, can you truly say that you remember the pain and that it was as bad as your reaction to it was? I'm rambling. My point is- that most things in life, physical injuries, emotional injuries, whatever, they all seem shockingly painful at the time, but [as cliche as this is] everything you go through DOES make you stronger. Be it physically stronger, or emotionally stronger, it doesn't matter, it will make you stronger.
Take for instance, you break up with a boyfriend. Whether you make up, or whether you calm down and remain apart, in the end, it will stop hurting to not have them there, and you'll have more understanding of what it's like to feel alone. You'll slowly, subtly, and maybe subconciously learn how to cope with this kind of pain.
You will get stronger.

And there are some people [i like to think i am one of them] who know how to learn at least a little bit from other peoples life lessons. From reading, from watching people go through certain things, some people can see how to apply this to their own lives.

There are also people who think they know everything, regardless of what they've been through, regardless of whether they can or can't learn from other peoples happenings. These are the people that i find annoying. The people who, when you confide in them how you are feeling, or what you feel, say exactly the wrong thing. They tend to relate it to themselves. Many times, this is a big mistake. When someone cinfides in you about a personal problem, they might no be seeking advice, or help, they might just need to let it out. They DON'T  need to hear "oh yeah i know what you mean because ..." [that's where they turn the conversation into one about them. they then proceed to explain how a.] they overcame it, or b.] they are still so shattered, and therfore beg for your sympathy]. Sometimes peple like to know they arne't the only one who has been through something, but onestly, some people dont know where to stop.
 I'm getting off topic, but i don't really care.

Aaaaaah.
Wednesday. "Hump day".
Monday and Tuesday are the "oh it's the start of the week" days.
Thursday and Friday are the "oh yay it's nearly the weekend" days.
And Wednesday is the hump in the middle, the sometimes forgotten, but never useless, center.

About 3 O'clock is the "hump hour" for a day.
Half past is the "hump minute" for an hour.
30 seconds are the "hump seconds" for the minute.
And so on so forth.
Some people tend to look forward to the "hump month" and miss out on the joys of the other "humps."

If you have a somewhat dirty mind, i'm sure you just had a field day with the double entendres' in that paragraph :D

Okay- so.
THIS IS THE PART WHERE I COMPLAIN.
my back hurts.
gahhhhhhhhh.

END OF THE PART WHERE I COMPLAIN.



Okay, so i'm tired and my brain is worn out, so i can't think of anything to write. Later people.
*waves*
8月25日

Love.

I love Mitchy.
Mitchy i love.
Love is Mitchy.
Love.
(L)
that's love folks.
8月18日

Okay, so the Rock Challenge.

Leah and i stayed at the school to get ready in the toilets. lol. then my sister came along. then emily and mikaela. then we left. then we got on the bus. then we drove to maccas. then i [tried to] convince people we were all related.then we got back on the bus.
we drove to devo.
the rock challenge was shit.
no.
i'm joking,
the rock challenge was one of the best nights ever.
CONFESSIONS OF DARKNESS are awesome. yes. they are. and sexy.
i can't be bothered finishing this blog.
i will later:D
xxxxxxx
just have to mention, mitch is sexy!
8月16日

You are hate.

You are hate.

You are lies.

You are murder.

You are depression.

You are everything that nobody wants.

You are the girl who people like, until they know her.

You're the girl who people enjoy being around, for a little bit.

You are diversity. That is all.
You are a change.
Not a change that is liked,
For you are not liked.
Nor are you loved.

You are hate, because you represent all the things i hate in a person.

You are lies, because your lies have become you.

You are murder. Because you kill anything that is not something you like.

You are depression. Because you sadden all your surroundings.

You are everything
Everything that i hate.

©
Chelsea O'Neill, 2006
8月12日

friends

people come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.

people who come into your life for a reason are there to teach you something, or help you through something, and once you've got it, they'll leave.

those who come into your life for a season are those who make you feel so incredibly happy and teach you how to be a better person, or help you grow. but it's only for a season.

those who come into your life for a lifetime, are those who make you feel happy, and make you feel sad, and make you feel nothing. they are those you can sit with and do nothing, and be content. they are those who you will argue with, but it will always blow over. they are those who are there forever, who you will never doubt your affection for, no matter how much you fight. they are your life. who no matter where you are, they are still there. they are rare, so treasure them.

i beleive i have a few close friends who will be lifetime friends, and i love them to death.

there are others who were only seasonal friends, and who have pissed off by now.

there are also the friends i had for a reason, they taught me to be the person i am today.

I've had the deceitful, lying kind, the user. the abuser. the one who makes you beleive they are a friend for life but then throw you into the bin. they are the reasonal. the seasonal. but not for a lifetime. what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

i love my friends so much, and i don't want anything to change right now.

to my friends- you know who you are.




I love you.

 
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